Well Hmmmm...... this is a strange question but here I go.... I have been pregnant 4x..... yes I have 4 kids and I did the only thing I could do and that was handle my business and work on becoming the best Mom I can ever be. My oldest is 15 and my youngest is 4 and motherhood is the hardest job ever because it is a nonstop commitment 24/7. Personally I did not enjoy being pregnant.....OMG it was an horrible experience and yet I had to do it 4 times.....(don't judge me) but dealing with the mood swings and uncontrollable emotions and weight gain, back pain and hot flashes and the nonstop kicking felt like my ribs was about the break in two and need I talk about the constant going to the bathroom just for a few squirts, UGH!!!! horrible, but in all after all of the pushing, screaming and breathing (which really didn't help much) and praying for drugs that you wish you should have ask for at first but you didn't because you didn't want to harm the baby....but once they place that small little person in your arms your heart stops because you can't believe that you created another person that you can't stop kissing and hugging. ALL of the struggle, pain,crying and cussing( because you wish your husband understood what you was going thru and could experience all ot this too).... was worth it because I have something worth going thru all that pain for.
But I REFUSE to do it again..... I am done I love my kids but a 5th time I cannot Do.....
It is what it is, and I am what I am. I don't try and pretend to be nothing I'm not and you can't assume me to be no more than what I am..I can spot BS a mile away so pls don't bring it, my actions can be sweet, but my words can be lethal..I love to Love and I hate to lose, but losing never harden me it just made me push harder. We all have dreams. But in order to make dreams come into reality, it takes an awful lot of determination, dedication, self-discipline, and effort